Yeah...just ask me anything...as long as it's not too personal and I'll answer it by editing this journal

I just bored and my journal need new entry

Q and A:
asking would you fave/feature this [link]
here ya go...

and how did you come up with the ideas for your characters?
well...when I design some characters,I actually have some images running through my head...some were created just like that without planning(such as Karthikeya and Pestilence,even Cain himself!)some others were created cuz I wanna make different images from them(such as the Horsemen and Abaddon)
If it's for creating my own version/depiction of existing character,I always try to make something new and different for them
For example,I created my Horsemen based on skeletons for their armor and weapons...so I try to apply the skeletal looks on their attire,thus they were created...and instead of riding a horse,I gave them some gothic look motorbike

asking what characters that I've cosplayed before?
I've cosplayed several...Vincent Valentine(FFVII),Dr.Jackal/Kuroudo Akabane(GetBackers),Vergil(DMC3),Dante(DMC3),Dante(DMC2),Abaddon(my own OC),Tora Alice Nine(in Akatsuki PV version),Hitoshura(SMT3:Nocturne),Nyx Avatar(Persona 3) and the last one is Ryuutaros(Kamen Rider Den-O)


What art program do you like to use the most? Whether it be for editing or digital work? c:
I use photoshop...and always photoshop..cuz for me it's the easiest editing/drawing software that I ever used
I've used SAI,Open Canvas and Painter before...but it seems I can't managed to use them as well as Photoshop
dunno..mebbe we just don't fit together...


who/what is/are your inspiration/art influence, and could you link me to their gallery?
My biggest art influence/inspiration for this time mostly are from Kamen Rider SIC designs,either the dioramas,finished product or some fanmade custom SIC photos
I usually use them for making some armor designs
You can see some examples here...[link]


But there are also some artists that inspired me such as and

asking will I draw yuri?
the answer is NO
I'll draw sexy ladies,even in somewhat suggestive pose if I want/asked to...but I won't draw yuri...even if I forced to do one,the result would be really bad,believe me...cuz I don't like yuri,but I appreciate and tolerate you who like it
I know...sorry...


when did I start drawing?
when I was on 2nd grade of elementary school...I read a ballet manga called Mari-Chan and watch Saint Seiya...and that's the time when I decided to draw in manga style


what is your wildest dream?
Making Nocturnal Requiems as famous as Devil May Cry and Cain Veleno replacing Dante for his popularity
And making a manga out of Kamen Rider series,which labeled mature of its violence,complexity of the story and mebbe a lil' touch of BL...


Is there any music that you listen to in particular, that always seems to inspire something to draw?
Yes it is,mostly are J-Rock,Kamen Rider ost and Marilyn Manson songs


If I suddenly turned into a Kamen Rider character,who and why?
I think I wanna be Tsukasa Kadoya/Kamen Rider Decade...cuz he can turn into many Riders and able to use other Rider's power
(bodo amat dah mu dikatain 'ONORE DIKEIDO!!' tiap pergi kmana2...yang penting mah kuwaaatttt)


Why do you like handsome cockroach?
he's not an ordinary cockroach...because it is him...THIS cockroach...
[link]
the most handsome cockroach ever


what got you into drawing, and what was ur first main drawing?
Hmmm...what got me into drawing is when my mom told me that I drew a chilli looks like an eggplant..and it was when I was 2nd grade of elementary school...and my first main drawing is either Saint Seiya or character from a ballet manga called 'Mari-chan'


Outside of DA what are some websites that you use for inspiration, if any? What is your process for "researching" inspiration for your drawings?
I rarely looked for other websites...but mebbe it's Pixiv,where I usually looking for some nice Kamen Rider fanarts
Or some SIC-related websites...and mostly are in Thai language
My process of researching inspirations...mmm...it's kinda hard to explain...cuz some of them are spontaneously popped out in my head,usually when I saw some cool-looking artworks and inspired to make one...or seeing a cool scene in a movie,listening a good songs...it could be anything


How long I studied male anatomy?
Even until nao I'm still learning how to draw male bodies
need to study the muscles and forshortening moar...
*ah tapi lyad SIC juga lumayan mbantu koq...kan SIC badannya sixpack en berotot gituh*


What is my guilty pleasure?
Drawing sexy woman with big boobs...and really enjoy looking a cute gothic-lolita look girl
And ermm...does playing Tamagotchi on NDS counts^^?


1.what is your sexual preference?I'm straight female...but if I was born as a male...I think I'll be a bishie male and I'm a gay
2.what is your fetish?errrr...(bingung nih gua...)a bit BDSM and me on top is really good
(puas luuu ngerjain gua...hah?)


Will you draw any harder yaoi and/or shounen ai~? xDD;;;
Oh...i loved to
but too bad DA won't allowed that...-_-
Otherwise I might be banned...


What is your favorite J-rock band?
Buck-Tick,Alice Nine,The Gazette,TETRA FANG and Dir en Grey


Who's ur most fav OC?Cain Veleno...hehehehe
Will ya draw Abbadon again?of course^^...I just need some inspiration for the pose...
Do ur boyfriend know that u like BL or yaoi or something like that?of course he knew...and he's kinda okay with it


1. You said your fetish might be BSDM. Do you like to be tied or do you like to tie?
I like to tie...but if I happened to be tied is pretty nice as well

2. If one day, by any chance, you can grow a penis and basically become a futanari; would you want it?NOPE!
LIke hell I like it...-_-
*mending jadi cowoq skalian...gak mau jadi jejadian macem begindang*


If you are a rider, what henshin device did you prefer?
I prefer Kamen Rider Chalice's belt,cuz I can turn into some Undead that I want


Is there any chance that you will make any coloring tutorials? I wanna learn how to color like you do with photoshop ><
If you already have a tutorial, send me the link
please and thankyou ^^
Well...I had made 2 coloring tutorials...although there's a possibility I'll make another,but it'll be traditional art tutorial
Here's the tuto that I made before
[link]
[link]

Kinda in need of money,as I have to buy external hard disk ASAP,since my laptop is kinda laggy due to so many files and software inside...and my HDD is almost full now(it's just around 1GB left in both drivers...)and everytime I made a new file in Photoshop,the disk is already full and I can't save the files except I erased some old files...so I need to buy an external HDD to store the old files on my laptop,especially files from local clients,cuz eventually they ask me to keep the files that I made for their projects...as they might need it someday(sometimes I wonder why they dun keep it themselves..-_-a)...and not to mention,my comic...

If it's not because of my lil' bro need some financial funds for his college...I might not asking this to you...but family matters comes first...

Seagate external HDD,300GB cost around 80USD here and I wanna buy it around this week,cuz laggy laptop annoyed me,as I mainly use it for doing my works,either commissions or my own works(personal artwork or comic)...so I decided to open watercolor commission as lately I kinda lost my confidence with my CG works...and I tend to work with watercolor nowadays...
I should brush up my CG works again...dunno why everytime I did a CG works,I ended up hating it...it's always looked so ugly and I can't seem make it justice

I offer 2 slots for serious commissioners only,40 USD watercolor commissions for a pic with quality like this
(waist up w/complex details)
or
(knee up w/moderate details)

Once I had get your note and payment,I'll make sure I'll finish them in a week

Usual terms of my commission still applied:
-Original character or fanart
-Tokusatsu characters
-1 character ONLY!
-Sexy ladies is fine

I won't do:
-Hentai,ecchi,futanari,extreme guro and that offensive matters...
-Extremely detailed mecha
-Anthro,furry and that kinda things...kemonomimi is fine anyway...

Once again...for serious commissioners only...please note me for you who interested...

Slots:
1.
2.empty

Thankies very much...
For the owed commissions,especially traditional arts...dun worry,I'm working on it right nao!

Just saw something interesting this morning...when I went to internet service center in the shopping center near my flat,there's a suicide attempt that done by a woman for unknown reason...in a moment as I arrived on that mall.
It took place outside the mall anyway...
She tried to jump from that 6 stories building and there are so many people are watching her attempt...she seemed hesitate to jump from that place...and in couple of minutes the securities had succeed captured/secured her from her attempt...

Oh well...what's wrong with people lately...around 2-3 weeks ago there's also a couple jumped from the 5th(or 4th?I dun remember correctly)in one big mall in Jakarta...is there a trend already suicide-jumping in the mall?
Seriously...people are emo these days...they're so stupid as they think suicide is the only way to solve their problems...wasting their life just like that...and some of the reasons are just silly...such as broken heart and the other silly reasons...-_-

Stop fucking and bitching around as if you're the most suffered person in the world...yanno that you even carries even bigger sin by doing suicide,cuz it's means you are not appreciating the life that given to you.
Life is good...no matter how bad it happens,it's all depends on you how to live it...


Moral from this journal:
don't do suicide on public place...you'll get caught easily,especially if you're hesitate to do so...
But if you succeed...at least you can create some ruckus after that and enjoy your 30 seconds of fame after you died

End of journal,see you on my next journal!
Will post some commissions on Monday...I'm having a problem with my internet connection since yesterday...

Firstly I wanna say...thank you all who had fav and commented my latest work

Never thought that I can get so much fav in less than a day...0_0...

So glad to know that so much people like my works like this XD

Anywayz...now on to the actual journal...and this will be for Indonesian only..

Kira2 anak2 DA siapa aja neh yang bakal dateng ke Jakarta Toyz Mania di STC Senayan 5-6 Deseber besok?
harap absen dan kita bikin DA Gajemeet kecil2an disono...hehehehe...gw ntar bakal nangkring di stand Indomanga juwalan prints dan sketch+BW ink commish disana.
Mini commission gw ene bakalan pake harga khusus yang cuma berlaku di Toys Fair dan loe gak bakalan dapet harga segini lagi kalo loe mau commish diluaran
Gw bakal nglakuin commission on the spot dan gw bakal gambarin apa yang loe pengen dalam waktu yang singkat
Untuk sketch commish bakalan keak gini

Dan kalo mau lebi detail,pengen gw style gambar tertentu ato non bust shot harga bisa nego,namun mulai dari Rp 7000-12.000 saja,dengan format kertas A4^^
Untuk yang BW ink...mulai dari harga Rp 10.000-15.000 saja dengan kualitas seperti ini di kertas A5

Selain itu gw bakal jual prints yang bakal terdiri dari gambar2 dibawah ini
atau
1 print harganya Rp 13.000 dan 1 set isi 4 harganya Rp 50.000,bonus 1 free sketch
Keak gini printnya


Balik ke soal commission...
ntar gw bakal gambar sesuai style gw,jadi loe dah tau kapasitas gw...gw gak bakalan gambar gaya Marvel...tapi kalo loe mau gw gambar gaya moe boleh2 aja seh...
cuma kalo loe mau gw bikin dengan gaya spesifik misale style gambar Nanoha ato APH...loe kudu kasi ke gw contohnya,jadi bisa gw pelajarin...

Berikut adalah rules commission gw
-kalo mau full commish ke gw misale watercolor/color pencil ato CG...loe bisa pesen on the spot tapi tentu aja gak bakalan jadi hari itu juga...gw bakalan hubungin loe(tinggalin nomer hape)dan gambar loe bakal gw submit di DA ntar+gambar aseli gw kasih ke loe(dikirim via pos)
-gw gak bakalan gambar yuri ato hentai...tapi cewek seksi gw oke
-nekomimi bolehkah...BL tentu aja boleh...asal jangan yang 15+
-kasi gw keterangan yang detil en spesifik kao misale itu karakternya gw blun tau dengan baik...okeh?
-kalu mau bikinin keak Kamen Rider ato sebangsanya gw pasang mulai dari Rp 15.000 pergambar...soale lebih susah...

Price list kalo mu full commish(harga khusus Toys Fair):
-watercolor ,mulai dari 50k(bust shot)-300k(full body)
pakek watercolor paper
-color pencil,mulai dari 35k(bust shot)-150k(full body)
pakek sketchbook paper
-CG,mulai dari 50k(speedpaint bust shot)-300k(full body)
itu harga tanpa BG aneh2 lho...cuma warna abstrak doank...

untuk nemuin gw di stand Indomanga dijamin gampang...gw bakal pakek helm Ryuutaros disana buat identify gw

Gw bakal dateng sekitar jam stgh 12an...kalo gak nemuin gw di stand Indomanga,cari aja satu2nya ceweq yang pakek helm Ryuutaros ntuh^^

Yupz...gw rasa segitu aja...sampe ketemu di Toys Fair nanti XD!!

Yes...got tagged by


1. Be one of the first 10 commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Feature List.

2. For each of the 10 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and three deviations from his/her gallery on the list.

3. If you answer, you’ll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this list with 11 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

4.The features will be added from the previous 10 that I haven't featured...so it'll be 20...and if you had featured before or commented on previous journal...dun comment here

And I'll open commission on DECEMBER after I finished all my owed commission until the end of November...so dun w0rry(sorry if I'm procrastinating lately...I got some messed up schedule recently...-_-)
But feel free to book a slot from nao if you want,as there might be a possibility I'll finish your commish first as I am tend to do commission randomly unless you give me deadline.
Cuz I wanna save some money to buy a brand new Intuos4,medium sized
So commission meh
Commission info(CLOSED for 5USD commish...will be open sumday)
[link]

Nocturnal Requiems Contest:
[link]

The entries so far:
[link]

Hurry,hurry gimme your entries